Saturday, 25 May 2013

Missing him


This is going to be another late night, one more in this country.

For months I have been trying to be stiff upper lip. But tonight I feel like listening good old Keane.
Tough, this is what it has always been about, well sometimes it has to be different; sometimes I want to be the one who gives up.

Those months apart have thrown me right on the floor, I just want to lay down in your warmth and feel love all around us.

I want to feel like there is nothing else but us on the Earth, I am so tired. There are no strong enough words, because you became this one person on this planet that is more important than the rest.

Because what you mean is more than just words, you are a whole thing; you wrap me up in your words like no one else. There is nothing more magical than you.

This is how the world is without you, colourless and empty, meaningless and purposeless. I used to fight a whole world of nonsense by myself. I liked to walk alone like a lonely wolf and make my own experience all by myself without really paying attention to whom I was with. 

You turned the whole thing differently now, it is somehow comforting to know you will be the one I will walk with on that path, that you will always be here to hold my hand, have my back. I believe in us, although on those lonely nights I feel dead alone and I do not want to ever feel like that. 

Love is the answer; my return will be the end of this heart struggle and loneliness.