Rather than speak, I will just keep it quiet deep inside me.
Because I can't put a word of what it is that is going wrong.
It often feels like something is empty and not turning right.
Talk is the hardest way and because I don't want to hurt people and myself in the process I prefer to shut up most of the things shouting in my head and heart.
Most of the time I hurt myself against a huge wall, make the same mistake over and over again, seems like I can't take the lesson for what it is. Tiring myself.
I don't want to sound lame, like all those poor people that seem to be sad and depressed, I live normal life, but so many things block me and make me face a wall I can't yet overcome.
Sometimes, I feel like I can't make up my mind, I feel terribly lost in my huge conscience.
I feel like this person Keane are always talking about in their songs.
Bed time, night' all !!
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